trying to get on with life

Youth day ? boring always

2010-07-05T18:40:00.003+08:00

this pic is damn cool uhh , i only can see the legs -.-
i'll be left alone like up dhere (Y)
hahahahahah !
well , its youth day today !
so wht ? big fcuk meh ? still the same
the weekends spend mostly w/ dad :D
mornin went tuition and aft met daddy to go jln besar play his mini tournament

supposed to not play luh but had to chance to play all four and boy it was enjoyable playing w/ his teammates , well , some luh not all :D

aft that teman Busuk go town meet her mum
dad dressed me mcm nak gy wedding gitu xD HAHAHAHA !
cute uhh lu , but it was awhile only , mayb i didnt told him that xD
Sunday went madr and came back sleeping ~
aft went out w/ cuz go causewayyyy ~
Hahahahah ! mainly it was BORING , i had to find ppl to text xD

and tdy , cool , got match against the EX -andersonians , but its the sec 4 express one
we battered them 6-1 :D
supposed 6-0 , but give chance luh ( offside ) :D
really frustrated w/ one guy , who cares ? wanna fcuk go geylang okay dude ?
fcuk me no baby uhh ..
our team played so well :D my keeeper was too bored ~ HEHE

treasure something special to you ,
dont misuse it , cause once that person doesnt feel appreciated
he'll be gone ~
ignorance , it can only mean one thing , lazy to be bothered ,
well and it can be yr best friend :D

waiting still , waiting since ,
and yes i chose to wait ,
Pit told me to move on , but should i ?
ppl came and left , this can just be anthr ,
we'll let life tells its story (:

I will never say never ~

2010-06-17T17:37:00.003+08:00

Well , i'll post befor i'll go to indonesia tmrw , shit , i'm stuck w/ this song , and ther's many movies i wanna catch lor , A team , Karate Kid , stupid limited timeee :((((((
well , i'll be gone fr one week , and i'm sure many things will happen when i'm gone and whatever happens , i'll just let it happen :D
since i'll be goneee , i'm telling YOU i'm gonna miss you , and the guys down here , and jyea , guess i've spend enuf time w/ the boys befor goin , plan to get air brusheed todayy , just that later my relatives talk so much ._.
anw , thanks fr that song ~ its really sweet of youuuu :D
and the lyrics , sweeter ~

and oh ya , now i'm obsessed w/ fights , i wanna learn one typical style of fighting ^^
Eyy F . Syahidah , i'll miss you during my trip , and the fact i'm moving away soon , things arent just goin perfect , let's prove that we're strong and overcome this ?

N.Syahirah , if yr're reading this , hello q: HAHAHA ! find a new guy who treats you better (:

guess you two will be the only readin this ,
other dhen tht , i'll be goneeee ~
hahahahah ! w/ a new haircut ^^

until dhen , adiosss ~ will miss you guys :'(
esp YOU ~

In a world where everything is hard and complex.

2010-05-29T19:10:00.004+08:00

Stinky has been having a real tough week. Some people just love adding a little spice to make things fun for him, actually, for them. It's not funny. I'll make you people lick my feet. Ok, maybe not. So just, shoo.

Zulfikaar is out to Suntec. Exciting indeed. Now I miss him. Sad, sadder than saddest. Zulfikaar promised me a meet-up somewhere next week, once I'm done with MT O level papers. YAY sayang you beribuan juta ♥ ♥ ♥! ;)

The week sucks ~

2010-05-28T10:40:00.002+08:00

I totally hate this week ,
everything's being a fcuktard
even the teachers , even the best ones are bcoming one ,
i lost my respect towards em , not only teachers , even friends are bcoming some kind like it
LOL-ed , monday had a match w/ orchd park sec , they were fcuktards too =.=
come on , you guys won cause of
1. we had 9 players
2. you didnt play offside (damn that's lame = gayshit)
and fr the first time , Imran went mad :D
hahahahah !
well , buddies have the same temper i guess ? ^^
tuesday , suchaaaa boring day at sch =.=
wed - had sports carnival , one day w/o my phone was like my life was ruined and my heart being taken away frm me xD
hahahahah ! stayback at sch till 7 plus ?
the next day was the same , freaking stress lerr :/
was invited to a chalet , but so lazyee to go , i dont even knw anybody down dhere =.=
fcuktards , i wanna go out w/ friends and have a good time instead of thinking bout my probs :D
they're just like floodin in -.-

and this time , i wont be the one crying over all those bullshits

An action of love.

2010-05-22T20:44:00.004+08:00

I miss you. You're so far, so fucking far from me and there's so much for me to tell you, to bloody complain and share with. All my stupidity needs some attention and that attention is no where near. Sometimes I find all of these to be unreasonable, narrow, shallow, and unfair. And STINKY, just so you know know, when I'm busy, it doesn’t mean I don’t think about you.

xx, BUSUK.

If one's nt enough , how bout two ?

2010-05-16T18:35:00.003+08:00

Well , thanks to that girl down dhere who posted the post , i had to wait fr half an hour fr it xD
but well , that girl is just simply adorable and amazing just to make that post fr public , but sadly , nobody visits my blog to see xD so it'll be our dirty little secrett :DDD
well , these small tiny girl down dhere just knws how to make me happy whenever i'm feeling down (: so that post really came at a good time (Y)
And Smellaye , you dont have to be as beautiful as the moon just to steal my heart , you dont have to dress nice like those rich girls w/ all their trendy clothes ,
you just have to be simply YOU , and that's enough fr me :D
and along these long road we've been thru , i really had a special and wonderful time , more amazing dhen my previous roads
and most importantly , i wanna thank you fr everything
yes , hearing my rants the last time was such a bore , but you were dhere listening xD
and i think you fell asleep once :P
whatever it is , whether we make it or not , let me say i had my best memories as a teenager w/ you =)
and that i'll always be dhere fr you no matter what happens (:

Yr <3 is my life
always ~

Stinky :D

Once upon a time, we fell in love ♥

2010-05-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hi handsome (;
Do you know who I am? No right? Try guessing. Jennifer Lopez? Close but no. Try again.
TETTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Wrong! I'm Farah the fabulous. Like duh! I shall be updating for Zulfikaar the not-so-fabulous cos I don't know why. Anyway, don't be sad that lil' dude can't update. You guys would be enjoying the most wonderful post you've ever read. What a treat! So, braise yourselves! :D

So STINKY, I just like the way we understand each other so well. You know I never wish things had gone a different way - like I have never met you, and have no memory of you. Because to me, those are pleasant memories to me even though along the way, shit happens. And I just wanna say something - You don't have to be this Mr. supernicesweetguy to make me happy. You don't have to be this famous, friendly, handsome guy just to be remembered or loved. Little actions goes a long way and I want you to know that that's what made you different (:

And I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I made you feel small, I never wanted to. I'm sorry it was too late when I figured out you stood up for me. I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy. I'm sorry for not being understanding enough. I'm sorry that sometimes, I didn't make things clear to you. I'm sorry that I didn't think you'd help me, that I thought you're just gonna leave me, and that your feelings for me was fading away. I'll never forget you and the good times we had. I cherish everyday that I spent with you.. and I wanna thank you, for all those times you stood for me, for all the truth that you made me see, for all the joy you brought to my life, for all the wrong that you made right, for every dream you made come true, and for all the love I found in you. Thank you so much. We'll just have to wait, and we'll just see how things may go, shall we?

ZULFIKAAR says he misses me. Imagine. Something sweet/ sweeter/ as sweet every single day without fail. No don't come telling me you'll get bored of it girls and boys. You can jolly well lick my toilet seat for lying too impulsively.

xx, your BUSUK.

Innocent or Not ? :/

2010-05-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

I'm so confuseeeed ~ HAHAHAHA ! its just so hard to make even one decision ,
if i'll go ahead with this one , the result is , another will feel pain :/
well , i'll be living a lie to myself dhen ..
in other cases , SA1 has came and i've been mugging like a silly ass boy
really wanna do well , i wanna prove to everybody i can so not flunk in class even though i sleep at class :D
and tmrw's History , well , i'm gonna be History :/
I have nthhh else to post :X
supposedly have the buttons where u can add photos
but i have no idea wher it went to :S
letme find it
again happy bday pantat !

M.I.A

Never saw it comin

2010-04-17T09:07:00.002+08:00

This week was kinda fun i guess ? xD
well , thurs went lepak with zai and zeeq all , played guitar and just sang at the block dhere .. hahahaha !
was surprised that ... should not continue bout that (:
went lan to find MONYET , went back home with him ,
only he understands hw i feel :/
even though i cant pay you back fr being there , thanks dude =)
well , friday went skate park with the 3/9 crew , LOL
skaters were so borin , some at least do some tricks ^^
some just fr the sake of just skating ? -.- WTF
after went JBS , watched soccer , and headed to meet mum fr 'dinner' ^^
homed after that ....
should i really go today ?
i'm kinda scareddd , and i dont want to let this play on ,
we'll see how it goes sooner or later :D

and when Zai sang that song , it reminded me that once
CINTAKU DIPERMAINKAN

Heyyy fools

2010-04-12T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl ! :D the pic above frm Mr Nicks wedding ^^
wow , it was cool seeing him and the wife gettin married , and yea , its sweet (:
but i just hate the standing and sitting part ~ HAHAHAHA !
my legs were so tired ~
so went to the wedding and after that , go find rudy and filzy go lib do hmwk :P
and dhen , let's just say the whole MMA crew came q:
but not all :P
i got no replies . i do care , isnt that why i send you texts ?
i knw yr're pp8 low :X
this is the worst feeling i've ever felt D:
and today's match was postponed , 2-2
was the scoreline , and strikers , watch yr leg , i may just break it :D
till dhen
i'll update

byeeeee ~

biarkan aku jatuh cinta

Sometimes i really wonder hw you feel .

2010-04-11T15:58:00.003+08:00

hey , sorry havent been blogging for like , a long time xD
if i wanna say busy , i guess so luh ?
Hahahahahah ! well , been a long a long week and i hate the time tables on thurs , not forgetting the extra classes -.- things been going well lately :D
have been meetin smellayeee and oh it was fun ~ that time sent her go madr , it was rainin , i almosot fell , thanks fr the catch/cathches (:
after sendin , was left to walk under the rain
went soccer , came back more sick dhen ever xD
and i forgotten which thurs , went to BAND concert , it was damn last minute sia !the day befor , imran went with niesa , zeeq with denisa , luckily smellayeee was dhere (:
thanks ! :D
i really had fun <3
and nw , if my fam can stop being an ass and not dampen my mood ?
sch tmrwww , 2 hours of DnT :/
got match against st andrews , good luck to the team ! :X

you're just the sweetest addiction : to me (:

Why do i believe so easily ?

2010-03-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

Yknw , right nw , i really wanna just wanna go to a place to clear my mind :X
like totally , if only you could erase and edit some memories ,
mayb its always like this , tdy , learned alot frm madr , and mayb just mayb
i'll start everything frm scratch ~

S0T0NG

If we evr meet aqain

2010-03-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

I wonder how it'll feel like getting this chopped on ur forehead ? HAHAHAH ! xD
its fr sure that its gonna be pain :P
well , things dont come easy in life , u gotta work the hard way !
LOL , well , its the holidays and my oh my , isnt it boring ?
i had to spend the day at home , well , so much fr going out anw , monday yes i did went out , only to play in the rain :/
and get soaking wet , hahahahahah ! first time experience :D
i just feel like there's something missing , i'm not used to this feeling :/
on the brighter note , looking forward to going sentosa with cousins and buddys on thursday and friday respectively (:
but i'll be back wit either sunburns , or getting more darker -.-
but one thing fr sure , i'll have a blast and lose my stress (:
nw to await fr her return :D
which is tmrw :P
land safely at CHANGI AIRPORT xP
i sure hope time flies , cause i'm bored being stuck here at home D:
chao peeps !

is this what i'm really thinking and feelinq ?
shld i go fr it or fall back ?
i dont want anthr heartbreak :/
and i dont wanna hurt her aqain :(

Story of my life

2010-03-10T12:45:00.002+08:00

Hahahahaha ! LIFE
many ppl would say that it'll have its up and downs
u will feel on top of the world when you're up
and dhen , u will feel like a MAJOR LOSER when u're down
so yeaaa , my life is stuck in the middle , which i dontknow hw to describe the feeling :/
well , it has been fine now , regaining friends back (:
nw , i have to learn to keep em xD
well , ffriday's cross country was horrible , the weather was hot , and the distance oh my , planeed to walk with Benjitan , in d end, he didnt even ran -.-
jogged with zai , after finish , wong caught me xD
lucky nvr sabo ~ after that , went harbourfront , and went to sentosa with zeeq , christel , eileen and winona
stayed till 6 till all the girls left ,
we chilled near the beach and i seriously had fun ,
wished to do it again , but with a bigger grp (:
so seeya around ~

2010-03-02T21:09:00.004+08:00

CAMERAMAN :D

CHOOSE 1 :D

Life is a pain in d ass ~

2010-02-27T16:17:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA! hmmmm , fcuk those shits man !
shits brg you down , but some ppl brg you up i guess :/
LOLOL , hmmmm , so many things happen
'let thngs be broken , cause nothing will glue it all back together'
well , promised myself not too be an idiot in love ^^
hahahahahahaha !
you knw , i wonder why we cant have those teens life in the USA?
it seems so fun , well , days has passed and sooner , monday we're gonna have a match with Eric's team ,
freaking scared luh :X
friday played street and we ruled it ! LOL
won 8 or 9 rounds before giving up since we were all tired :X
hehehehe , gonna go rest for mondays match :D
hopefully , i will have a good mindset with nth on it (:

i didnt mean anything

2010-02-21T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hey , been in and out of houses lately , been spending more time at nenek house dhen usual :D
HAHAHAHAHA! its fun , but i left mum D:
sorry , well , its stressful really , cause if you're with one parent , the other gets angry cause u nvr spend time with you , if you're with the other , its the same
and if ask them spend time together , let's just say no chance eyy ? :D
HAHAHAHAHA! this thing reminds me of jim o.o
well , ytd went played soccer at marsiling , it was fun ^^
i was stupiddd to slideeee ~
now have to entertain this stupid ass thing on my arm ,
hurts when you bathe esp :/
and yes , i dont wanna mean anything to anybody anymore , sick and tired of it , all you get is a heartbreak in d end :D
so go spend time with frens ^^
its better i shall say ~

It was always all about you ~

2010-02-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today was sucha heavenly day to study my ass off q:
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
sch today was really pack with many interesting subjects (my foot!)
sch ended and went to play soccer with the 3/9 gang down at the bball court ,
almost a fight started -.- dumbasssssss ~
went tuition after that , LOL
well , on the brighter side of note , i really enjoyed spending time with my friends during the cny break :D
it was really fun even if it means getting scolded by my mum
HAHAHHA! xD
thanks guys (:
and now , to just concentrate on CA1 and dhen i can slackkk ~
and tmrw FRIDAYYYYYY !
as stated by monyet : skater do cool handshakes
so now , its the trend , even with girls xD

Life story being played

2010-02-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

As these quiet moments i've gone throut this past few days ,
was thinking back to the year before
so much nice moments , yet all of them has to be thrown into the garbage ,
its not my choice , i'm being forced
HAHAHA , and as i'm blogging i'm being prank called -.-
well , life kan ? ^^
well , my life is slowly going under to the drain , and slowly , i'll be swept away by the water :/
LOL !

If only

2010-02-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Total headline : life sucks
LOL , -'-
i can seriously almost every lesson , what's worse is that thurs so many lessons has test
i'm almost dead meat
alright dhen , i hear the grave is calling me :D
HAHAH
until dhen ...
is my life a living shit or whuat ? ^^
please , i'm hoping you'll stay and no go like the others :(
they left me for their own happineesss
bloody fcuk ! -'-
still , i'm hoping and praying i wont get played again D:

The saddest time of the year

2010-02-05T18:00:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy , its in the month of feb already , HAHA , really didnt realised it , hope i dont too for the next few days ><
cant wait for CNY , totally a marathon with cuzzies , staying over , chalet , fishing :D hehehe
hmmm , well today , its busuk's bday
HAPPY BDAY GERL [:
i just dont feel the mood to do anythng , really mixed up with all my feelngs inside me :/
i cant even think straight , LOL , cause my brain is never ever straight ,
Well , i hope for good days in the next few days , and oh busuk , hope you like your present :D

December days , my summer turned to winter ,
when you went away , i cant help but wonder
was she worth my pain ? you should've known better ... and i should've too
and i cried , girl i cried and we tried to make things work
almost died while we tried is that what our love was worth , if i could do it again , i would be a better man , now i'm living with just memoriesssss ~

Its the end

2010-01-31T20:06:00.001+08:00

I'm just gonna say
I do need you veh much
And i clearly had somebody
And i miss that very very very much :(

Life

2010-01-29T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hey , just realised , life is really hard when u have nobody around ~
HAHA! maybe its fate , i'm left to be alone
yeayea ppl will say enough with ur crap xD
well , sch these days go quite fast IF you ever pay attention ,
just now , sch was okay i guess ? lessons go so quickly ^^
and im proud to pass my peribahasa test :D
HEHE (:
phone's always been silent this few days , save batt luh kan :P
well , its moe peaceful , but one thing , i hate peacefulness =(
i really dontlike to be left alone there with so many thoughts there ,
it all just happened to fast , can i just dont bother bout the world ?
its like , do they even bother bout me ? so why shld i bother ?
its confusing , i need help :/
but i cant turn to anybody since i got nobody xD LOL
well , this is life :D
i'm just killing my life everyday ~
hoping to start a new one

December days , my sumer turned to winter
when you went away , i cant help but wonder
was she worth my pain ?
You should know better , and i should've too :(

I'm officially BORED

2010-01-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

HAHA , the title says it all , if its not for the boredom here i wouldnt even blogged ><
so its been a whole new chapter in my life , studies , life , relationships
i'm not getting into one anymore , hopefully , i've learn myself , they treat us boys as toys ^^
HAHA! and i aint gonna be a toy , sch has been okay lately , some lessons are boring while others maybe fun too ^^
am glad to be in mdm suzy's malay class again ~ this time , with only 3 students , erah left us to join the dark sideeee :/
life has been a pain in my neck , dont know what the heavens is going on with it , i shall be stronger in life ~
HAHA! i just cant stand seeing mum so sad , it makes me wanna murder that guy , and if u brought a tool , i too have one ~ so dont think i'm scared
jyeah , really think i've change this year
i should change for the better
on the brighter side of life
i have BUSUK back [:
maybe that's the happiest thing that happen to me :D
and i wish this one doesnt go on and leave me ~

Cause being with you means being alone

2010-01-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyy
frm sunday right i stop ?
Monday , sch was bored like BIG FUCK
almost could fall asleep every lesson
HAHA , after sch , go play soccer dhen slack under block ,
watch ppl go pierce :/
after that slack while ppl got back their O lvls (:
now i'm scared :x
dhen tuesday , LOL , all veh boring like shit luh
DnT luh , esp , he talk talk talk , make sleep sleep sleep more :/
after sch played soccer ,
dhen to grandmama house (:
HAHA! fucking miss her luh !
at least get to spend the night dhere , thxs mum :D
dhen today , was a suckish day luh , learn and see the NCC ppl fight (:
i wanna cut stories short ,
LONG stories sucks , random , yess i know ,
sumbody pls help me , i'm turning into a bad boy D;

My life would suck withoutt youuu

2010-01-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

LOL , its a new dayy , its a new day
okayyy , this is so bored :/
went back to school on friday , found out got anthr 2 paika in my level :D
HAHA! sat with them and talk while ppl singing national anthem ^^
went back class , such a boring day sial
after sch , cher gave me off day for the Spore Poly trip ,
in d end , went since ernest wanted a friend to folo him :P
basket , u owe me one (:
after that , went back to sch , first went penin to buy me a new bag :D
went back sch with filzy ~ sucha long trip D:
arrived and walked to sch , met farah , dhen went inside the hall ,HAHA
the sec 1 this year are all so enthu sia xD
thats a coincidence , surely got one class spoiler one luh ,
but doesnt seem so this year xD
went downstairs and sat down at the swing2 thing with zeeq and talked (:
after that , head home , went out again , and i kept sleeping and hitting the car window -.- fuck ~
today , LOL , stupid ass ,
went lan play 3 hour , dhen wanted to go play soccer but no ball -.-
go buy at AE
dhen went 7-11
cb zach go steal sweets T.T
HAHA! but cool sia ^^
hmmmm , played soccer and dhen went meet busuk at semb :D
after that went home , and here i am like deep shit ,
so bored .. wanna go out sia [:
tmrw got madr .....
LOL , until anthr time peeps ,

fucking off !

Its a new year , LOL

2010-01-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

HAHA , its already the new year , new class but still the old god damn sch , LOL
well , its really nice to be in 4/7
some might call it the most havoc class wannabe this year :/
HAHA , and well , frm the looks of it , jyeahh , maybe it could be ?
and first day will always slack around , choose all those commitee ,
and i was chose as the chairman -.-
thanks eh zeeq for volunteering (:
i nvr do my job u kena hor :P
After all those things ,
2nd day and it was a bore , getting to know all those teachers of ur class :x
fcuk , i dont want mdm asnah as my mly teachr xD
i'll die , prays hard that mdm suzy will still be my malay teacher :D
dhen 3rd day , LOL , real classical , woke up to bath
in d end didnt went to sch cause leg felt pain
i tot it was not serious as in something normal , dhen say go hospital -.-
jialat leh .. i didnt wanna go but mum forced me too , eh , the X RAY thing damn cool luh , LOL
doctors were nice , and before i knew it , iwas home safe and sound with this tight bandage [:
gonna be at home for 4 days , well , not really gonna be at home , i cant stay at home too much xD
HAHAHAHAHA!
ciaoz MF !

Dont forget

2010-01-03T12:04:00.002+08:00

Happy new year ppl ~
LOL , like so fast liddat 2009 ends .. haha
now its 2010 ^^
a new life , a new start , and a new exam
i'm kinda really scared for N lvls this year ,
whatever it is , i know i got my friends with brains to help me ^^
I'll learn everythnig frm them x)
To spend the new year at a car , it was , painful ? o.0
was really tired this few days , spend times at the beach and all
LOL , and some were even spend inside our brains xD
beacehs and parks and .. so on luh eh ? :D
and now thinking back , i feel stupid xD
its the 4th jan tmrw , sch restarting
and i haveeen even pack one single thing , great or whuat ?
fcuk , i should really start on packing it up soon
gonna do it now , chao !

did u forget that i was even alive ?
everything we ever had ?
did u really forget ?
did u forget bout me ?
did u regret standing by my side ?
did u forget what we were feeling inside ?

What does love really mean actually ?

2009-12-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

I'm really curious what this 4 letter word means :/
Does it mean when u're in love ,u feel happy all the time when u're with him/her
they can just make u smile even when they only look at u for a sec
Without that person u'll be like a dead book with no emotions ?
there's so many things i wanna list down
HAHA
but until dhen , i'll be thinking bout this question (:
HAHA!

Oh ya , HAPPY NEW YEAR u guys !
really sorry if i was irritating or make u feel not happy
please forgive me in everyway and i'll make u feel better [:
bet i'm gonna celebrate new year in a car stuck with my family -.-
LOL , family spirit babe ! (:

As each day passes by , i'll cool down

2009-12-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

Moving on isnt simple , it takes time for u to heal , unfortunately for me , i dont have that much time to do that , HAHA
well , its been a life story for me really , a lesson learnt indeed
i repeat , i shall not fall for this mistake ever again (:
Its almost NEW YEAR
resolutions to write up ,
i feel terrible , LOL
well , had a fun day i guess ?
went lan find zeeq and imran with co
played with dhem and hairil came xD
what a joker !
left to go streeet soccer , and poor faris D:
got hit in the spec and the body , i really need to improve my stamina if there's any chance of beating stephens team :/
i need to work harder ! (:

if its goodbye now , its goodbye forever

I dont understand a single thing

2009-12-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

Peeps , HAHA
lazy to put a picture on top , waste my time only
and oh ya , past few days didnt login
kinda lazy too actually , been out the past few days oh my so scary xD
MERRY CHRISMAS PPL !
and on that day , went bowling with cuzzies and all , it was boys vs girls
boys won of course ^^
and dhen , we all wanted to head back , when my uncle disturb me asking us all out to just go out and spend time together x)
in the end at first , went OCH a couple of times and looked around frm the outside (;
but we were only in 3s
so i backed out and let my uncles go , each of us was holding a stick xD
hmmm , went out and went ecp to listen to MJ12
halfway since there was so much talks bout dairy farm road .
we tried going there ;D
sad to say i fell asleep D:
cuz said he saw sumting
LOL , check it out soon !
next day had family outing to chai chee restaurant
after its all done
went to my cuz hotel and its so beautiful like YOU(:
hmmmm , went to the rooftop and enjoyed some desserts ~
delicious i must say ^^
went back with mum and decided to go explore again
this time , with an additional person
brought torchlights , we were not pleased without going in to OCH the day before
so this time , we went in
it was repainted and there was this room
for setan's i guess ?
HAHA
uncle forget to save the photo D:
hmmmm , after that , went to diff places , wait , let's recapture the moment one by one ^^
dhen it was holland v's old swimming pool
and dhen kent ridge park , i dontknow how many parks we went [:
i know at that time , at pasir ris park
something spook me out , shall tell u if u ask me in real life ^^
HAHA!
and since it was a long day , head to bed at around 7 and woke up at 1 xD heavy sleeper i know :D
and oh yaa , farah , thanks for being there for me :D
all u did for me was nice in every way ^^
but i'm a stubbborn boyy [:
and so ,we'll wait patiently together for our other partners (:

Why don't you love me
The way I love you
It feels so crazy
Cause i don't know
What i did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'cause i'm tired of crying
If you don't wanna stick around
Then baby forget about me

i wont ever forget the times we shared (:
and i uunderstand , ur studies is important , make sure u succeed alright ? :D
i'll be right here cheering u on and supporting u ^^
i'll back u up when u fall okay ? :D
in other words
i'm right here waiting for u (:

If only i could describe how i'm feeling

2009-12-24T09:59:00.002+08:00

As another went by , my heart aches more and more deep inside
time is an important thing , esp if u need time to even accept the fact in the situation u're in
guess i really need to understand ppl's situation and have a calm mind
well , on the other hand , i need to keep myself busy just to forget bout all these (:
so sorry mum if i ever left the house without telling u ,
u also said , mum and son kena rejected by the other partner xD
i so now understand how u feel
its okay , i'm still here for u like how u were whe i was a baby (:
oh sweet everlasting memories will stay deep down in my heart ^^

i will still carry on waiting ~

there's nothing left to say
dont waste another day
just be with me tonight
everything will be okayy
if its alright with u
dhen its alright with me
baby , let's take this time
let's make new memories [:

Lets bring it back !

2009-12-23T13:08:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy ppl (:
HAHA! i really wanna thank ppl who have cheered me up , LOL
and yeaaa , i know i maybe stubborn , but i'll be still here waiting 4 her (:
well , what can i do actually ? i really dontknow :/
its just a test of patience here now ,
i'm here so miserable and moody while she can be out dhere enjoying going down and having a blast ith her friends and all (:
haix , and we use to think that we'll be together ,
empty words and broken promises i shall say ?
and i finally understand the phrase , confessions of a broken heart
and a good friend of mine is going thru the same situation as me
let's pull it thru k ?
i know u can do it ^^

there was this phrase once ,
what happen to always be there ?
and now that is the question i wanna ask
cause u dontknow what i've been thru
u claim to
do u even know that i cry myself to sleep ?

its something to think bout i guess

I dontwanna go back to just being one half of the equation
do u understand what i'm saying ?
girl without u i'm lost
cant fix this compass at heart
u're the common denominator (:
i can still say i (L) u [:

I gotta feeling

2009-12-18T17:29:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy , its been so long , that i've post things on my blog ,
HAHA
well , i'm back frm my own chalet :D
and ohmygod it was so tiring and scary and dizzy :/
well , first night was with , err , zeeq , imran , mirza , ah tau and espada ,
didnt have the perfect ton luh , i think we just messed around watching dvds before falling asleep xD
dhen the next day , bby came with reeca , dhen talk2
yeaaa , i lazy brg up the topic .. sorry yeaaa bby ? D:
had sum tyme together before leaving for imran bday dinner , HAHA
went for dinner and my god the food dhere was delicious , absolutely superb ^^
send bby to the mrt and off i go back to the chalet , came back , everybody doing their own things ,
left for a while and came back ,
they waited for me to _______
did i forget to tell u ?
appy and willem and erah came and ben and ck
decided to go red house that night ,
went in with some other peeps ,
they were kind , and not scared at all
and as for me , being a chicken sotong ,
i was trembling inside ,HAHA
went in and there was nth , except for wht zeeq said ...
went back i go sleep straightaway -.-
the next day went swimming with fam in the morning b4 heading back in the afternoon with breaklunch ,
HAHA
that day was so bored with many ppl leaving D:
it was left with MKS - metal , kerang , sotong
HAHA , espada came and that enlighten the mood , played truth or dare
was dared to take the dustbin around for a spin around the chalet :/
went pasir ris park and talked bout ghost
came back and were scared to even get to sleep , in the end , tdo juga ...
and it was all over D:
i wanna thank my friends who acompanied me [:
thqu all !

love me love me
say that u love me
fool me fool me
oh how u do it ?
kiss me kiss me
say that u miss me [:

Sheesha xP

2009-11-28T09:59:00.007+08:00

pictures shows it , HAHA!
lazy to post a lot of pic sia ... like , so long
hmmmm , wednesday went out with MKS , baby , reeca and erah
first of all went meet zeeq at yishun and off to redhill , HAHA!
he wanted a job interview at bossini , just that , its at 2 and must be above 16 -.-
so after that , went separate ways , he meet reeca i go meet baby ^^
met baby at tamp mrt platform , went city hall after that ^^
hmmm , intended to watch paranormal investigation , but IC was required D:
went to play bowling and after that went to eat ,
slacked at esplanade roof top and played police and thief , truth or dare or double dare xP
after that , headed to haji lane and smoked us some sheesha , homed after that ^^

and baby , HAHA!
idk what to do u know ?
like farah said , jealousy kills x.x

I lay my love on
its all i wanna do
Everytime i breathe i feel brand new
YOU open up my heart
show me all ur love and walk right throughh
as I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU (:

Dont act big posers

2009-11-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

The title says it all , HAHA!
i'm gonna release it here ,
eh , ingat kau bsar pe ? ckp org punya skin colour ? think what , u so white is it dickhead ?
tgk sama mirror dulu uh siol bile nak bbual !
knn ,
cb's like this is what makes the world , spin so fast -.-
which makes hari kiamat faster
HAHA!
enuf bout that ,
went out with baby today ^^
and boy did we really have fun walking around pasir ris park XD
well , found out that we were sitting on sticks XD
dhen went back .. halfway , memories of the past , it was so sad to even hear u say that
i've been in ur life for 15 years and u can just throw me away ?!
namind ,
ignore these deep shit
now i know the feelings of a confession of a broken heart :(
till anthr time

That's when i love u

2009-11-18T20:48:00.002+08:00

HAHA! hmmmm , well , its been kinda long since i updated my blog XD
hmmm, i was kinda lazy lately :/
well , gonna start since last monday , sorry if i cant remember any of what i've done XD

let's just say that hmmmm , it was sucha roller coaster ride for the past 2 weeks XD
i only remember last week had a match with err , CHUNG CHENG uh , i think i lost my temper ? HAHA! I bet they scared of me :P mcm phm , i think should continue playing like this , than they wont tackle me :D hehe , i have so muchhhh to sayyy ! but i just wanna keep it all to myself , heyyy , whatever's private will remain private [:
I seriously wanna screamammm my heart out to the whole fucking world , i want them to know who the fuck i am and what i'm capable of (:
HAHA!
sooo yeaaa , dont miss with the rookieee ^^
tuesday went jamming but before that went to lan ,
and damn that com sucks -.-
halfway playing still can lag , nb ,
i dont wanna use that com ever again (:
MUAHAHA!XD
well , after that went yishun to go jamming but before that , went ggrandma house to eat :D
HAHA! went jammiong and screamed like siao ^^
and , while screaming , metal and monyet were making music , and i was screaming , but i was screaming to the song i'm listening :DD

so it was all of a sudden :/
HAHA! wish could turn back time D:
than HAHA! sum1 who went smoke sisha *coughs2* ,
i think shld do the same jus that smoke diff ^^ HAHA
than today , went watch My Girlf Is An Agent ,
and it was so damn cool ^^
SO MANY FUNNY MOMENTS XD
SAY CHEESE !
hmmmm , well , tried finding and applying for a job , but must be 16 or above -.- knn
well , until here than , ciaozzzz !

The Beast And The Harlot

2009-11-08T16:20:00.003+08:00

First of all , i would like to wish baby , HAPPY 9TH MONTHS TOGETHER (:

we've been thru up and downs ,

good times and bad times ,

arguements and enjoyable times

laughter and anger ^^

i really hope u enjoyed what i've been through (:

a lovely 9 months together with the girl i <3

and , the picture say , LOVE is enough , so i guess ,

ur love is already enough baby (:

i love u ,

08/02/09 <3>

I have no other titles than this , so yea just go with ,

been having classes everyday this week -.-

and u call this holiday ? o.0

wtf , i have no idea what's up with me , i like to call ppl either bitch , slut , or a fucker XD

so if anybody gets called that name , please come to me (:

HAHA!

friday had class bbq , and this time , it didnt rain ! ^^

well , mostly slacked there ,

tried roller blading but failed D:

i felled 3 times , dumb ernest go brg me along so fast , causing me to fall :P

if fall nicely tk pe uh , butt and arms kena :x

LOLOL , should just cycled luhhh , and many ppl pangseied me that day ^^

so i guess i'll do the same in future :D

went bowling after that , well , let's just say that place is haunted yea ? x.x

scary sial i tell u XD

i'm getting much further with friends , maybe its cause i dont bother at all :D

should continue with that ^^

so much peace

bye peeps !

Stupid ass shut up

2009-11-03T16:33:00.002+08:00

Yo niggers (:
HAHA!
so where did i stop blogging ? it has been long since i blogged right ?
how bout i just tell u the important things that u need to know (:
well , basically now , SCHOOL HOLDAYS are officially open ^^
but still need come back sch for lessons -.-
well , saturday had bbq at east coast ,
it was raining damn heavily .. we were soaking wet to the wetty core ^^
cycled there and just slacked while taking pictures ?
HAHA!
oh my god , its so , boring (:
after that , just ate down there ,
before going home met baby a while and well , just meet ? :P
LOL
sunday , well , damn , one whole day outside ,
so tiring , i only like to play bowling at the last part ^^
so nice to release stress by throwing the god damn ball down with ur full force ?!
than i think we went white sands to cut hair ? HAHA!
went arcade but as soon as we bought the card , we had to leave,
suckers :P
monday , went out with baby (:
let's just say we had fun ? :P
than today , had lessons and after went to street :D
heheheheh

damn you're a sexy bitch !

Shhhhh , quiet jerks

2009-10-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl (:
HAHA!
i'm gonna start with ,
i'm a hot headed and bad person thank youuuu :D
so now , i wont restrict in saying vulgars ^^
Hmmmmm , today was a long day ^^
started with getting all our results back
i dun wanna describe more about it please (:
after sch , went upper thomson to kick some balls ,
went back bishan
and HOMED ^^
i'm just bored so i'm giving a shrt post :/
maybe will be sleeping late since tmrw not coming sch ^^
imissppl who i can talk with D:
but it seems like there's nobody i can talk to right now :(
i miss baby :(
why must her batt die ?
why must it be now ?
i just miss her luh >.<
she has this dance thing at esplanade ?
will be back home at night D:
baby , wherever u are , I MISS U :(
nights ppl !

Ice cream SUNDAEEEEE

2009-10-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hey suckers of this world (:
how was ur day ?
i can just say that mine was oh so bad and sucky :(
HAHA!
had madrasah in the morning and didnt knw there was an exam :x
LOLOL , at least still made it thru ^^
wanted to FB at madrasah but was lazy to :/
went eat MAC at j8 and than went back home
was told by MONYET to meet him at 1
went AMK
met Pinky !
i pity him D:
lanned for an hour and slacked under block ^^
jln2 at amk hub and off we go our separate ways :D HAHA!
am not so looking forward to sch tmrw D:
well , two chalets at the end of the year
woooooooooo !
thats what i'm looking forward too (:
hopefully i can ton and not sleep like a pig q:
hehe [:

Satisfaction :D

2009-10-23T20:05:00.003+08:00

HAHA!
well , idk how start off my blog post :/ hehe [:
well , tuesday didnt have sch , so had a match against admiralt , lost 8-2 D:
so much for confidence in winning them :P
HAHA! and syafiq -11 ,
watch ur legs , cause i'm gonna break ur leg alive :D
fork u ! (:
wednesday went to meet baby at park :D
hehe , well ,yea , went glitz and glamour and was to find out that imran and co were slacking at the arcade :/
what else can i do but to join them :D
had a lot of fun disturbing their performances with mr faiz and imran ^^
HAHA!
thursday , sec 1's and sec 2's had a match after sch ^^
and had dance class , didnt even concentrate that much , danced a bit and sch ended :P
and today , argued with baby in the morning , more like lazy layan uh cause of something (:
but still , monyet was right , tsk
met her at pasir ris park and than sent her home ,
that bus ride was awesome to her :P
HAHA! and me too ^^
and off back home , and my stomach was so making lots of noise in the bus D: feel asleep on the pole , and please , dont sleep there , the bus brake only , ur head also break :P
HAHA!
that''s all , i'm gonna watch wrestling soon ^^
muahahahaha XD
die punk ! :D

Imma tell ya one time (:

2009-10-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
today was serious cool :D
and ytd went all over spore , first to the cemetery :/
saw cuzzies down there ,
after that , went IMM
ate down there ^^
but after a while my stomach couldnt take it luh D:
enough bout ytd :P
today , baby came my house ^^
and before that at bus , so little ppl , when sent her back , SO MANY PPL ! XD
she wanted to pee halfway back , so stop and took a bus faster to tamp inter and she went pee :D
sent her home and off i go home ^^
well , whatever we did today was special syg (:
i hope u know that ^^
i'm sorry if i did it too much
but hey , no more shock right ?
let me tell ya one time

u'll be my number one girl ,
i'll be ur number one boy
and this
it will be my number one love (:

Fun at the chalet :D

2009-10-17T15:45:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
the title says it , frm 14 -16 oct ,
had chalet at costa sands ^^
first day , went meet baby and sent her home firsttt (:
than had around 2 hour plus :/
wtfff , waited at tampines mall for an hour while sitting on a car :/
u know the 20 CENT MACHINE ride ? :D
than went pasir ris mac and sat down there (:
waited down there while talking to baby
ppl look at me like i one stress guy sia covering myself with my own bag XD
than finally , they all arrived :D
not all uh , zeeq and ben and thim and bryan all came (:
waited for imran and all , as they were otw , we went around the shops there ,
when the time was right and all were there , ben's dad sent us there ^^
reached and just checked out the room :D
hehe [:
than after that errr , where we go uh ? i think we just slacked down there a while uh (:
than went shopping at ehub :D
we were waiting for ben's friend to buy us the beer ^^
but sudd , sanjay broke a bottle :/
lucky only $3 (:
than go back , slack again , ride around and bought mask to scare ppl ^^
instead of scaring other ppl , i think we scared chee kay the most :D
HAHA!
at night slack , drink , they smoked , HAHA
LOL , than go to bed at 5 plus ^^they talking and playing cheekopak ,
i sleep peacefully already (:
2nd day woke up , than all knew ahkau coming today
LOL , so must be prepared uh :P
he came , than imran and FAHAHAHA came (:
didnt know that she was also scared of the mask :P
ahkau came , than we went go rent bike ^^
go fetch baby at pasir ris inter,
than reach chalet , chatted outside with her (:
than went park , than she say i smelly -.-
than i need go bath :/
than somebody inside with me while i bath (:
than finally dia aru puas hati with my smell :/
sat under there and just talk to her and all ,
did lots of things luh (:
HAHA!
at night , went to macs and eat ,
after that went park , and HAHA!
seeing those two like watching porn sia -.-
than went diff place and i finally did what we wanted after a few months XD
than sent her till ehub than off she go with my jacket :D
HAHA!
came back , was suppose to ton with mirza and all but in the end fell asleep with chee kay :/
HAHA! last day ,

just slacked uhhh , so bored
finish went and play pool at the cafe there ^^
and all off we went our separate ways :(
i can say that frm
14 till 16 OCTOBER
i really really had fun with ben and co :D
hopefully anthr day like this yea ? (:

baby , i'm so sorry for the shock :/
and i'm sorry for all these arguments D:
i'm to blame ,
i should really learn to control myself :/

life is nothing

2009-10-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

I so hate my computer right now ... it sucks hardcore man :/
the one button is spoil , even the volume button is crazy ?
what should i do ? and when i use my mum lappy , confirm no connection one uh T.T
exam has also started :/
left 4 more papers and we're free like running dogs (:
i just wanna go chalet and have a blast , if i get dizzy or my eyes are red , means that i have done something wrong XD
whatthehell am i talking bout ? i'm suppose to have fun (:
well , basically after this i'm gonna mug for maths like a dumb kid -.-
damn it , now i just learnt that another button is spoil :/
than u know got this one part ,
happily watching a vid than the com sound like bomb bout to exploud ,
goes like beep .... beep .... beep .... beep .... beep :/
why didnt the bomb just explode and kill me with it ?
life sukcs with exam , does anybody agree with that ? :D

LOVE

2009-09-29T14:22:00.002+08:00

HAHA! hey ppl , damn this blogger , i cant put in anything man

namind , shall ignore it , things been happening for the past few days

there's this soccer match on friday ^^

it was cool man (:

the upper secs did won in the end 6-2 but

we were much more better than the last time :D

after that , was all tired but still mum wanted to go my cousins house :/

i slept at the floor down there -.-

HAHA! it was nice sleeping there , so cold and nice ^^

saturday had an open house at my cousins place ,

just stayed at their room and watch tv , talk crap , played psp ,

hehehe .. and obviously , get into wrestling fights ^^

mostly submissions :P

finally ended at around 2 but all were soundly asleep :x

next day didnt went madrasah but followed dad to jln raya ,

this is what i hate u know , u need to go to both sides SEPARATELY !

than HAHA!

at night , idk what the heck happen , imran explained,

zeeq : i can forgive u for everything , we're still bro's alright ,

but there's this one person u seriously need to cheer up ,

u dont need to know who frm me , u should know it urself ;)

and at HSM2 , those brothers still came back together so no worries ^^

ppl , need to jiayou for SA2 :D

GOOD LUCK :D

SLAMAT HARI RAYA :D

2009-09-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps ^^
wanna wish all malays slamat hari raya :D
and forgive for all that i've done wrong , make u feel bad , or say stupid things ,
i'm really sorry (:
well , raya , first day went my grandma house (mum side)
waited there for all my cuz to came and off we go to all our uncles and auntie's house :D
went home at 10 plus since many uncles were out :/
than the next day cooler u know , HAHA!
went play soccer first XD
than went home and HAHA!
cant believe they quarreled in front of me :(
ignore them luh -.-
went granny house and so many waters went out of their eyes :D
HAHA!
than walk2 , LOL
than just now , so bored :/
HAHA!
'mummy' knows how to cook cookies ^^
its delicious (:
than went home hp went siao :/
and while going back very funny
got this girl frm sch , she going down frm bus can smile at me when idk her XD
LOL , rezeki jgn ditolak ;)
well , adios then ,
gonna catch up with tv ^^

shhhhhh , quiet u might piss somebody off like me mother fucker u've been at for too long
u feed off all those insecurities
stand in front of me
bite the hand that feeds

burn it down :D

2009-09-19T12:35:00.002+08:00

Hey ^^
today is : THE LAST DAY OF PUASA AND HARI RAYA EVE :D
hubba2 yea ^^
i'm looking forward to later , going cousin house to cook food :D
and i can assure u that it'll be fun , plus dirty :P
well , it was fun for the past few days , and yet still bored too D:
not looking forward to sch at all on tuesday , just wanna sit back and relax (:

hmmmm ,
now thinking back ,
HAHA!
8/2/09 (:
our special day , i've never regretted one single thing bby (:
that day will always be special to me
and i will love u with all my heart baby (:
ALWAYS :D

16/9/09

2009-09-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
gonna start with a HAPPY BDAY WISH FOR MY COUSIN MUHD KHAIRUL :D
u're 10 ! (:
happy fasting and slamat hari raya ^^
well , today was kinda fast ?
yp first and we totally slacked like shit :/
maths and so sleepy
english and history was a bore -.-
HAHA!
after sch went to play soccer ^^
i scored an own goal xD
i'm so cool :D
made up for it by scoring a beautiful goal (:
heh , well , after that went met mum
after that
BUKA :D

baby all i want is you you you you you
all i want is you you you you you
baby u're all i want (:

Life sucks :/ u think ?

2009-09-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

School's holidays are almost over and i still havent finish the crap they gave me ,
tsk , i should really start on doing that soon ,
and there's still housework to be done ,
i need to clear all these things in the next 2 days ,
uphill battle i guess ?
haix , what to do uh ?
today went lan and played for 3 hours and than headed to granny to fetch some food
went back and buka-ed with cuz at home ,
they left to send my other granny go GEYLANG SERAI
which is like freaking crowded during this period of time ?
after that , walked around , and guess what , ice creams are always expensive right ?
but someone cash in $1 and got a big ice cream ^^
heh , i bet he's proud (:
and he's found a new person (:
awwwwww , i wish him all the best brother :D
my eye hurts to the core now , damn red luh :/
than adding to it is my nose ,
can somebody just stabbed me fifty fucking times ?
i cant believe it :(
bby has problems too , guess i should help comfort her huh ?
yeap , i must , i guess i'm the only one she got ?
wait , she has other ppl too (:
so , yea , HAHA!
i seriously wanna whine bout lot of things sia right now ,
but the only thing hearing it will be the wall
and that explains whyy i type so long ,
and thanks alysha , u promised that my life will change ? i hope so too ^^
until i have time , i'll update
nights ^^

7/9/09

2009-09-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

I can totally say that today was absolutely a fun day :D
HAHA!
couldnt wait frm ytd , so i ts hard for me to sleep
oh , before i forget , happy 14th bday to my cousin nurul :D
going on ...
went to meet bby at tampines mrt (:
bounce all the way to city hall , went marina square , and found that we were...
EARLY !
11.40 already watch movie XD
but still enjoyed watching the movie with her (:
she treateed me like a teddy bear :D
but it was fun , started to felt cold in the cinema (:
but i dont mind , the movie was niceeee ^^
hopefully i wanna turn out with baby like that one day :D
after that went out and talk outside esplanade :D
than saw dzul and dewi ^^
wooo
HAHA!
tak2 , i feel loved by her every time she smiles at me (:
off back home after that , send her in the bus , and
i guess sparks flew down there ^^
ur lips were perfect baby ;)
i just gave it away (:

baby , thanks for everything that u've done for me baby ,
i know we had all our ups and down
every relationship has that i guess ?
u're far by my longest relationship and if i could ,
i wanna make this my one and only relationship till death baby (:
there's nobody i wanna turn to unless its u (:
the smell of ur hair is perfectly awesome
the smile on ur face is enough to make me feel loved
baby , u're just my one and only (:
my other match that i've been finding for in this life (:
and so i wish u a happy 7th month anniversary baby :-*
and thanks for ur headband and that shirt ;)
i'll wear it when i'm with you baby (:

HAPPY BDAY :D

2009-09-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

First of all i wanna wish my mum a happy 38th bday ^^
hope she enjoys today , well its over already :P
HAHA!
ytd didnt came sch :/
was kinda weak and feverish , went grandma house and doze off down there :/
went back home , chit chatted with bby on the phone
new chuckie number 2 after lmy (:
HAHA!
than off to buka ,
than bla2 , i've been sleeping late nowadays (:
yay ?
well , today , morning as usual , i'll wake up alone -.-
went sch as per normal , ss , eng , mtl , ma
than byeee2 sch till next next week :P
went to zeeq house to pass his notes ,
god damn it , its heavy like shit luh , can crush my backbone :/
went back home , break fast with PIZZA HUT :D
i think that's all ?
o.0
HAHA!
tuesday - jamming b4 going out ? u think i can make it ? :/

What hurts the most :(

2009-09-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy (:
i am bored :/
HAHA!
on the teachers day holiday
went out with baby (:
HAHA!
watched the show UP at somerset ,
it was fun man , HAHA!
that dog the voice so cute :D
than went clarque quay and walkk around , went raffles place mrt and off to paya lebar ,
took bus home , buka a bit late since was still in the bus :/
reach home and notice only mum was there -.-
kanana ,
ate and than went and bought headset ,
today was damn boring like shit luh -.-
shouldnt have come also ,
HAHA!
yp , maths , eng , chem
than off home to snooze but i cant :/

i'll do anything for a smile on ur face (:
and all i do , its for you :D

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY :D

2009-08-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

Well , today sch was half-day ,
the concert was not bad (:
HAHA!
after that played bball with monyet and all
than like half-hearted wanna go back pri sch
than just went back luh
HAHA!
reach only , i think i saw nabil XD
than saw the rest of the gang , dee , fairuz , hanna ,viknesh
one by one came , khairi , haikel
miss those guys man D:
HAHA!
was waiting for one other guy ,
BRAndon :P
come late than nvr tell me D:
so mean , HAHA!
after that went walk2 around at j8 , than bishan lib , LOL
buka with naabil (:
KFC , i'll grow fat ^^
well , tmrw gonna go out with bie :D
yay ^^

happy 13th bday my baby (:
u've step into the teen life
well , hope u have a wonderful bday
stay strong with or without me in life
and i hope u live to the fullest (:
anyways , love u baby :D

Chillin

2009-08-30T16:20:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy (:
ytd was quite bored and fun :D
went cuz house and all the kids werent there
slept until 5 plus , ziq came (:
so played the lappy with him
until everybody came
and break fast (:
as one big happy family , HAHA!
miss those days luh :(
after that , all go pray
than the battle began
PSP vs PSP
ziq(winner) vs khairul
abg didi(winner)vs khairul
me(winner) vs abg didi
ziq(winner) vs me
fcuk , i lost , good battle though xD
maybe next week catch up on life yea ? (:
today , was kinda bored frm morning , nth to do basically , i want tmrw and tuesday to come fast :D

i guess i have nothing else to say (:
oh ya , one more thing
I HATE PPL WHO FORGET'S U THAN COME BACK LIKE UR GOOD FRIEND (:

Short post

2009-08-29T11:45:00.002+08:00

Hey just a short post here now (:
gonna go cuz house sooon :D

so just updating :D
LOL
well i understand yeaaa , u can bare it ,
i'll go do it too
HAHA!

and sudd i feel like a small kid again (:

time has come and gone for words
a thousand threats i heard before
but words are cheap
and lies are big to pay

we live and we learn
to take one step at a time
there's no need to rush
its like learnng to fly
or falling in love :D

i can take the rain of this empty house
that dont bother me
i can take a few tears now and then i'll just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's a lie against me

WHAT HURTS THE MOST
WAS BEING SO CLOSE
HAVING MUCH TO SAY
WATCHING U WALK AWAY :(

i see that loving u
is what i was trying to do :D

Random :/

2009-08-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA!
i have no idea what to post about (:
and oh , i just realised , the thing on my blog , the one that can change the text colour , its missing XD
i dont give a damn (:
life's been pretty normal i guess ? (:
ytd , i didnt came sch to go to grandma houseee (:
and hopefully , tmrw too :D
i wanna see my nephew , been a long time since i carried him for a slam on the bed XD
and i miss bby very much luh D:
hopefully i can see her sooonn (:
zeeq's just came back from an operation , takecare of that leg bro (:
anybody disturb , tell me :D
i'll deal with that person
imran : sick and vomitted yea ? u better takecare too (:
eat ur medicines bro :D
well , byeeee ppl (:
have a good night :D

Fastingg (:

2009-08-22T14:40:00.004+08:00

HAHA!
fasting has started already :P
and one whole month , wooo , good luck man (:
gonna keep my record of not breaking my fast :D
friday ....
went sch with small mac :D
than than , all lessons started :/
it was tiring , HAHA! after sch , had history test , and ohhh , it was okayyy (:
after that , went with monyet and filzy nazuzu go eat at the mama shop opp :D
sudd reach there, jm and co were there , so just eat luh (:
too bad imran , got 3 ice on ur body :D
heh ,
LOL
after that went back yishun with filzy , saw grandmaaaa :D :D :D
heh , but i slept than ,
was tired and felt a bit feverish :/
waited for dad , and he took like so long to reach -.-
but he gave me this bag full of water (:
so went home and watched tv (:
woke up for sahur ,
i was still sleepy luh :/
my face blur like sotong ,
after eating go back sleep :P
woke up , somebody called ,
HAHA!
now i'm using the com
waiting to go out to my cuz house (:
and finally get my PSP FIXED !

nothing will last in this life ....
our time is spend constracting.....
now you're perfecting a world .... meant to sin
constrict ur arms around me ...
squeeze till i cannot breathe ...
this air taste dead inside me...
contribute to our ...
break all your promises

HAHA!unholy confessions (: it rocks ^^

thursday :D

2009-08-20T20:56:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
thursday sucks :D
random i know ,
today went sch alone ,
than zeeq came back ,
welcome back bro (:
than had DnT
slacked a while :/
after that had chemistry test :/
than maths than physics test :/
this weeek is full of tests , dont lke it at all man D:
HAHA!
than after sch go see bby (:
sent her home , and for once , i read a book and she didnt believe i was actually reading it -.-
after sending her home , i went back myself (:
was so damn bloody tired luh :/
should sleep early i guess (:
tmrw sch with small mac ;D
till tmrw then ;)

i'm in heaven when u kiss me
heaven when u kiss me
u were send to me frm allah
i go crazy when u kiss me
show me how u miss me
baby dont resist me
u know i'm hypnotized by ur eyes (:

Is the world really alive ?

2009-08-17T20:04:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy
so long haven blog ...
many thngs happen 4 the past few days ,
all i can say is WOW ....
finally SPLAT ENDED but still i miss the whole cast and crew :(
they were fun to be with (:
andddd , summore
heh , well , that place was fun arts house ,
LOL ,thursday went for rehearsals and it sucks like shit
friday was a bit better (:
and saturday , all i can say is it was the BOMB :D
so fun luh , i could almost cried when its over (:
6 months of training :(
HAHA!
well , than
to zeeq : heyyy bro (:
i'm sure u're not alright
bored at home :/
with ur leg
takecare of that precious leg (:
and if anybody touches it or hurt it , tell me ,
i'll break their neck (:
well , peace out and see ya soon bro ;D
love ya :D

till then
goodbye ppl

peeps of the world :D

2009-08-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
i know i didnt blog for days :D
heh , sorry guys , bby keeps forcing me too :P
LOL , so today was an average day (:
started with yp than maths , eng than hist :D
HAHA! than didnt went for hmwk club , met bby , than send her back home (:
after that met mom at cuz house (:
private ppl :D
LOL , now at home , omg , tmrw gonna have splat full dress rehearsal , idk whyyyyy ?
but sudd scared XD
i shouldnt be , i'm a MAN :D
i miss bby :(
not gonna see her for weeks maybe ? D:
if u really wanna know , i love u that damn much (:
heh ,
well , enough , i wanna sleep
good luck in life ppl ;)

NATIONAL DAY (:

2009-08-09T13:19:00.003+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
for the past 3 days , had fun i guess ?(:
Friday had the national day celebration , LOL , was at stall and walking around :D
played guitar heroes with filzy , jia hao and wen jie and it was funnnnn x)
HAHA!
after all that , WANTED to go splat , but snce i'll be doing nth , so went meet filzy and natty and all
just slacked at causeway and the library :P
photos with filzy :P so when she update , than i just snatch the photos luh XD
sat is with bby and reeca
that one uh , wa piang uh
before that uh , this girl cb call me out ,
than say it was her fren who text me -.-
minahrep ke pe ?
tk takut uh sial !
than just went walk2 at bugis and vivo ,
and sud i was staring at t-shrts on top when my friend sudd choke me XD
he was like , OI! tmrw no madrasah , yay (:
HAHA!
fahmi2 :P
than idk what telah happen :/
after that i went home
met MONYET before going home
and now idk whether today going or not ,
this is what i dont like bout my family ,
plan so confident just to find out that it wont happen -.-
HAHA , namind , i shall wait :D
till then peeps
see ya !

forever and always

2009-08-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy (:
thursday and tmrw finally , national day celebration :D
been waiting since errr , this week ?(:
heh , so yeaaaa ,
had DnT for 2 hours ,
than chem than maths finally physics (:
after sch went to sell tickets :D
it was funn x)
HAHA!
i'm so stress ,
idk what to do ? :/

the world keeps getting in the wya
trying to get to u
but it seems like ,everyday there's something new D:

we both love each other ,
but is just that simple thing that is hard >.<

I wanna know where u belong (:

2009-08-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
today was quick luh , day past so fast :P
first was yp , played MRT game ? than had a talk :/
than after that maths , wasnt really paying attention XD
recess than english , than chemistry ,
but need answer question b4 can go off , i answered first since i wanna go granny house (:
met filzy nazuzu ,she accompanied me till yishun :/
than slack there until 5 plus
than went amk meet iza , she wanna go eat cause her mum cook not nice -.-
after that went meet mum , than went home (:
and here i am , typing all by myself :D HAHA!
LOL , pity my old friend , got sick ,tsk ,got it frm me ?XD
takecare (:
HAHA!
bby had a fight :P
takecare yeaaaa , dont be rude x)
gagagagaga :x

punk is back :D

2009-08-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

THis guy up there , he's bloody fcuking insane , idk how he sing soo much songs at one go ,

if only i was like him :/

he just looks so cooollll x)

but not as crazy as THE REV

created almost majority of their songs and plays the drum like one mad guy :)

heh , can we get this place into a fcuking circle :D

imran was asking how he sang soo much songs without hurting his throat ,

if only we had an interview with him ,

that would be so coool x)

i'm so bored right now , lucky filzy here :D

thanksss (:

she was here for me , but i wasnt :/

i'm a bad rotten child ,

planning to go nenek house straight tmrw (:

maybe can catch up on sleeep :D

that's all for todayyy

i wish i could the one , the one who wont care at all

but being the one on the stand

i know the way to go , no one's guiding me

screammmmmmmmmmm

2009-08-03T20:45:00.002+08:00

Monday , totally sucks :/
HAHA!
i'm still tired frm ytd ,
LOL ,
today began with ANDE
than social studies got test ;D
last minute revision , hopefully pass (:
than maths , mtl , english , history :D
after school played soccer than went peninsula x)
bought bag , and black something (:
hopefully buy nice stuff again soon :D
i'm confuse bout saturday :/
friends party , bby haven cnfrm bout sat D:
still choosing XD

Life , HAHA! noob shit :D

2009-08-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyyy (:
i serously need a long rest man ,
thought of not coming for sch tmrw ? o.0
LOL , still have to uh , i have a prob with some ppl
i hate ppl ditching friends for girls -.-
that just blows me up man
to the extent that i can pang-sei u (:
and i didnt okay , i was barbequing chicken for all i knw -.-
i rather go home , i only like talking to bby that day (:
HAHA! too bad she's alone , next time i accompany u down there x)
reach home , cuz and mum were watching tv , went in room to talk to bby,
until her family comes back (:
put down and she went to sleep first XD
i was still waiting for my uncle :/
they came and i straightaway went to sleep XD
madrasah was a bore to the core
than went here and there after that ,
and

bby ,
u think i care if i suffer ?
as long as u're happy i am (:
i dont care if i have to go all the way to bedok
i just wanna see ur face
ur beautiful smile
i'll do all that , for u
know why ?
cause i love u (:

Hello (:

2009-07-31T20:51:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy peeps ;D
friday today
and my god sch is veh boring :/
after sch went straight back home to acc mum to hospital
after acomnpanying , went meet my cuz ,and they sent us home :D
and i'm fcuking bored to the core
this com hates me
and worst , bby pp8 low D:
imisshersia :(
what to do ?
haix , no text or calls frm her

be with youu (:

2009-07-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy ;D
finally came back to school today
HAHA!
cant say that i didnt miss them ?
OF COURSE I BLOODY HELL MISS THEM !
3 whole fcuking days at home is a bore man!
awww,chee kay gave me a welcome back hug (:
heh , than learn bout our class the recess time and all :D
cool ,went for DnT
than chem
maths and then physics :D
after school had this NIE survey :/
basket Mr Eu go ask MKS do the interview :/
after that went play soccer (:
went home after that , just slacked ;D
all alone , need get use to this surroundings

and i dont care what they say
i'm gonna be with you
and i dont care what they do
i'm gonna be with you (:

you are everything
in my life see the joy u bring
aint no one i'll compare u too
and i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
that's whyy i'm gonna plan on doing the same thing for youu (:

As another day passes by

2009-07-29T12:42:00.002+08:00

U know , i've been thinking for the past 3 days
what's the true meaning of love ?
HAHA!
maybe i just got to know frm my old pal's blog ,
its all about trusting each other and all (:
i wonder .........
LOLOL , i miss my old friends :(
HAHA! being fascinated by that ,
i still miss bby :(
i cant meet her , see her,
and its so hard just to get to her D:
now i'm thinking what'll happen to us >.<
i did say i'll be waiting , and i will be
but how bout her ?
she could just leave with another guy ?
whyyy am i thinking too much ?
LOL
should just sort this out (:
i'll blog again at night since i'm bored

u know that i love u
u know that i love u
u know that i need u
u're my air that i breathe in (:

As time comes by

2009-07-28T16:28:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyyy (:
didnt came to school again :P
i hate my fever,its goes on and off
first i was okay,than at night bcame sick like i'm bout to die -.-
LOL
what to do ? tmrw will be my last day of mc :D
but it wont make any difference at all ?
i did nothing useful at home except for sleeping :/
i feel like one lazy pig , and worse,i cant even go out ?
i miss prison break sia , suddenly the show like finish already
i want more ,
LINCOLN BURROWS :D
HAHAHA!
if only i had a body like him
LOL,stop imagining !
so yeaaa,i'm just bored at home , that's whyyy i talk crap :P
and filzah ,now i know how u feel when ppl dont reply u :/

i dont want you in my life
i NEED you in my life
You're not my friend
You're my best friend
I dont like you
I LOVE you
and i'm glad i found you
cause i was absolutely lost without you

Bored

2009-07-27T15:13:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
past 2 days didnt blog
was busy , explaining why i'm sick and didnt came to sch today (:
saturday :
went pasir ris first to meet bby and feeqah
but after a while left cause they needed go celeste party
than went city hall and went peninsula while waiting for peeps to came (:
and by this week , gonna go that shop and buy tights ;D
LOL
after that ,met them and went eat first ,followed by ,errr ,too much uh ,
ESPLANADE,CLARQUE QUAY I THINK ?(:
heh ,all the photos i lazy upload , if u want i think erah blog have alot of pics ;)
maybe just steal frm her one day :D
than sunday :
went the CIP thing , it was bored luh , i got 3 tattoos ;)
after that went back amk to eat, was supposed to folo to krystel bday but was lazy and went lan for 3 hours ;D
and than back to yishun (:
and now at home so bored :/
i'm only waiting for her to reply D:
haix,will this be a cause ?
i'm scared of losing u :(
i dont know what to do anymore luh >.<

frustrating friday

2009-07-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

Haix,today's gotta be one of my most terrible day
i have no idea what to say
start morning only, felt down , i wont share
frm 2 am all the way to finish sch D:
suchha long day , chemistry was fun ;D
since we didnt listen at all , but still made jokes with mr wong ;D
fun u know ;)
than el ,than maths,
finally mother tongue ,
CI was fun , since we just walk around class :P
and mr eu so cute when he was a kid :D
so innocent !XD
after that had 2.4 run , were late
and did the run,damn tiring siol , but iin the end still complete right ? :D

to a girl :
damn it ,its hard now , ive love u
i always did , no matter how bad our fight is ,
and now its taken away i guess ?
u'll always be my baby (:
and i'll nvr leave u (:
but i gotta keep a low profile
cant call u all those thngs D:
so yea,
i'm so sorry

suckish day

2009-07-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy,today's wednesday so sch started late ,
woke up at 6 plus and did my usuals than finally went sch (:
took calculator frm natty for maths test but i think i screwed it up :/
i was panicking as i didnt know how do it :/
HAHAHAHA!
than ss , than finaly english ;D
after sch , went play soccer,but must wait for ball for half an hour ?:P
than after playing went grandma house :D
didnt realise i was asleep until she woke me up , i was like wtffff
late already -.-
in the mrt was feeling damn dizzy sia
i think i'm sick , ihope so luh (:
heh ;)
and now here i am blogging ;D

i still need you
i still care about you
though everything's been said and done
i still feel you
like i'm right beside you
but still no word from you :(

Downnnnnn ;D

2009-07-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

LOL,i'm so addicted with it luh D:
i wonder if i'll sing it in my sleep ?:P
today no sch , wanted to wake up late ,
than baby texted , so woke up and went watch tv at 6 plus :/
great uh , holiday but must still wake up early D:
namind,than chee kay called say they planned meet at 7 :/
i down there like wtf ?nvr tell me -.-
met them and played bball,than arcade,than off to yishun to meet ben and co ;D
met and arcade again !XD
than went pasir ris for SPLAT! :D
i only need to know how to feel my emotions for it ,
idk what that means,but that is what the instructor said ;)
than went buy pants and back home :D
and sorry if i thought it was ur dad,but actually it was ur tv !XD
anthr time can talk :D
heh (:
than called baby :D
sang2 and her dad came back :/
LOL
hope u wont get beaten up again (:
okayyy ?
i'll protect u ;)

dont need to worry,u'll be my one and only :D

Mondayyyy

2009-07-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy (:
today was quite okayyy luh
had racial harmony day
so came in ethnic costume :/
first was ande programme , so ppl came in and intro their cca's
kinda slack uh that period :p
than P.E
was lazy to change so stand outside G.O :s
after that all boring luh :/
after sch , headed bedok ?
send person home than went back yishun (:
filzy met me and accompanied me find presents :D
thanks filzy , u were there for me ;)
HAHAHAHA!
bought flower and a card,
ate at long john :/
while she eating , i go write the letter (:
HAHA,i tell u ,her malay damn power !XD
every word she say , than i only write x)
LOLOL , than went grandma house :D
i miss her fcuking a lot sia D:
came in only she cried,
i gave her flowers and a letter,she cried more
the saying goes 'if u cant stop them,join them' :D
so i joined cause i miss her soo much :(
than auntie came back D:
miss her too , she say bcoz i miss her ,i have pimples on my face :x
wth ?!
and finally dad (:
sorry bout sat D:
i was frustrated bout smth else that i suddenly say bad things to u
now tmrw no schhh :D
but got splat -.-
so many things in mind :/
i should clear them 1 by 1

its time to end my life

2009-07-19T19:22:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry
i'm stupid ,
i'm worthless
useless
reckless
a freaking dumb idiot
a bloody fcuker who's good for nothing !
whyyy cant i die ?
i'm no use in this world right ?
so take my life away
u dont deserve to be scolded,
ill-treated by me
i'm a fcuking beast
a stupid , large, hungry beast
DIE,DIE,DIE
get away u beast !
i wannt my normal life back :(
but ppl say i cant :(

run away ,run away before i attack :(

hush2

2009-07-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

Haix,
i dont know what to do luh D:
i told u already , i'm scared of losing u , u go with other guys so easily ,
u said that i didnt make the first move ,
errr,help me someone :/
HAHA!
i know someone , but cant chat too much D:
anthr one doesnt have a phone ,
my dad , no hope luh ,
i give up :/
whyyy is my world upside down ?
i dont want to stay in this world

i dont belong here
i gotta move on dear
escape frm this fcuking life

a7x rocks :D plus baby (:

2009-07-16T18:01:00.002+08:00

a7x rocks :D

LOL,look like this pic sucks :x

hmmmmmm,well,namind (:

thought didnt wanna come to sch today,but in the end just went uh

had err,history,physics,maths,eng and malay :D

after school went played soccer a while before heading to bedok to meet baby :D

sent her home , and now its like

i'm missing her D:

and somewhere in my heart,i got this feeling that she'll leave me D:

haix,i'm going all moody now , :(

Lost :/

2009-07-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
i have no idea on wht to blog about ?:/
oh ya !
auditions just now !XD
well , all i can do is bite my nails and hope but it wont happen
upper secs performance rock man !:D
i gave them a salute if i can (:
today sch started late ,and morning it rain , mum keep pestering me to take umbrella along ,
so i just took it , but i walk without using it !XD
yp,maths,chem,eng
oh ya, and maths have to stand outside tmrw :P
cause cher caught us playing , that time me and imran was playing arm wrestling !XD
funny sia :P
i'm addicted to lost :/
damn imran x)
LOLOL,soon i'll be addicted to scream ?:/
saturday,all black :D
but later scared ppl cant see me leh at night ?
hopefully,i wont be dark (:
that's all for today folks ;)

This day sucks a lot :/

2009-07-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmm, i feel so stupid when i woke up :/
LOL , than went to sch as usual (:
than sch was ,errr , okay luh (:
LOLOL , hmmmmmm, after school planned to meet niesa and co
planned to have all the commotion , but in the end , just talked and now we're on good terms :D
sorry for all the harsh words yea (:
i just dont wanna be blamed , LOLOL,
than went splat ,
than went jamming (:
funny luh , first grp pic was suppose to be nice lor , than imran went take the mic :P
LOLOL,second shot was errr,not that nice :/
but the 3rd was the bomb :D
if only i have the photo , SOMEBODY STILL HAVEN SEND ME *coughs at imran*
than went home , so fcuking tired :/
grrrrr , heck care uh ,
i wanna go into a world without anything music :D
pleaseeeeeeee (:
i wish i can ,
this sucks D:

Fcuking tired siol :/

2009-07-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

After this weekend,i'm sure and hopefully i'll be sick uh (:
had wedding ,went jamming,slept late :/
grrrrr,wish i have more sleep (:
sch sucks sia today :/
after sch had auditions,but we were late and flunked it like how i flunked my maths :P
than wwent change lyrics,but mostly by zeeq and monyet so thanks (:
so yea,tmrw (:
haha!
and u think iwas the spammer ?
HAHAHA!
eh,i got balls uh put my name,u think i'm that preson who has no balls who hides behind com disturbing ppl's lives ?!

tmrw ,yea ,settle this once and for all (:

wedding

2009-07-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

the wedding at amk was so errr,idk how say uh ?:/
but i did nth down there (:
all i did was eat than watch ppl play soccer !XD
than half-way ,police went to one block
being a kaypo boy i was (:
i folo-ed
and MKS
remember the boys all at amk ?
some kena caught for stealing bikes :/
and actually, they're not bad luh ,but they actually kind (:
well,hopefully no more bad ties with them :/
and asy asked me to do this :/

I've been tagged by Asy to do this survey.
1) Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
; forehead ? :D
2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
; Errr,half-dead and still sleepy :/
3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
; i forgotten :/ but it was a long time ago (:
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
; always was and always will be ;)
5) Would you ever donate blood?
; Errr,can see first ?(:
6)Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex?
; obviously yes (:
7) Do you want someone dead?
; I'm not bad luh ,everybody must live (:
8) What does your last msg says?
; "what can we do baby? '
9)What are you thinking right now?
; what should i do tmrw ?:D
10)Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
; hubba2 yea please (:
11)What is the tyme you go to bed last night?
; 12 plus plus plus :D
12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
; IDK ? dad bought for me ?(:
13)Is someone on your mind?
; YEA (:14)Who was the last person texted you?
; Bby (:15)Tag 8 random people to do this survey , but i chose 6 ferst !
; Bby (:
Filzy!
CANNONBALL !
Erah :P
Feeqah
Belle ?
Keisha
WHOEVER who wants to do it (:
16) Who is no 2 having relationship with?
; I dont think she has (: but she's my good friend :P
17) Is no 3 a male or female?
; Ask her urself if u dare :P she'll bite u !XD shit,i just gave the answer :/
18) Say something about no 1.
; ILOVEHERALOTLUH (:

well,that's all for today (:

Like falling into a dream :D

2009-07-11T10:50:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy (:
didnt update ytd ,was too tired
anyway,ytd sch ended so fast,chem went to lab
and micheal and lincoln were paired together to do the experiment !XD
next was english , do it at com lab :D
me and noreen were like finding ppl's houses at the map !XD
i found ur house baby :P
and than maths , suck luh :P
malay did the compo and finally CI :D
than went slacked under block play soccer :x
than off to pasir ris ,
had splat :D
slack3 , than went bowling at e-hub with mum and cuz :D
won one round only :P
my uncle pro uh ,tsk3,third round just ram the ball anyhow :P
than went eat ,halfway slept at the table :x
than finally went home , and KO :P
than woke up , thought there was burglar at home :x
but sudd my dad carried the sofa away !XD
LOL

and yea , to whoever u are : i dont know ur name ,u claim to be farah frm bedok view : u just burge into my life ,say all these syg2 and all ,and u asked me break with naimi ?she's been with me for 5 months ,while u ? one day only ,bet u dont know my dad's name :p and u get jealous when i say i love her ?:/
masyallah , zaman skrg ,
tk tau uh ,

signing off ;)

A ghetto survivor (:

2009-07-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
just a quick update :D
cause prison break starting ;P
so sch was boring luh today :/
but ss rocks ;)
after sch played soccer than went meet bby (:
she's a crazy girl i tell u but still i love her :D
LOLOL ,whyyy are cats running away from me ?:o
she whack me damn hard sia , got red mark summore :P

i'm part of these streets till the day that i die :D

Wednesday :D

2009-07-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Today sch started late :/
LOLOL,i was bored luh walking to sch ,dont wanna waste phone batt so listen to mp3 :/
but its still the sameee case luh D:
stupid phoneeeee , fcuk u ! i wanna change phone (:
had yp and it okay2 uh , than maths than ss :D
social studies , it was basically the bomb :D
mr eu made it soooo fun (:
he beat my back :/
so badddd :P
after english , i went accompany filzy go northpoint and find her friend a present ?
it was confusing foloing as she cant decide on what to buy for her friend ?:/
in the end she still decided (:
than after that went jamming , :/
it was funnnn :D
i felt drunk down there :P
went home (:
now waiting for prisonn break :D

i'm a soldier,a rider ,a ghetto survivor x)

Tuesday :D

2009-07-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy :D
today was actually quite okay2 uh :/
LOL,kinda suckish while some fun :D
hmmmm,after school headed to splat at cheng san CC
i was kinda bored luh down there watching :/
wish could go home man D:
than went home and did hmwk
see,so guai :D
for once only uh :P
now done and finally can relax (:
gonna watch prison break soooooon :D
wish could be like them ,especially the lincoln,body sooo big ,oh u'll see me one day soon,i told u i will dad,HAHA!

and tmrw ,haha! no comments (:
i rather ignore it luh eh ?
need buy presents ?:/
i'm not at choosing !XD
than maybe head to jamming uh :D
cooooool (:

All the above :D

2009-07-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy (:
today was kinda unplanned uh :/
wanted to do hmwk in the morning,but was just lazy uh :P
expected uh ?
than went meet imran at j8
than zeeq and niesa,
went to folo them to amk hub,bought tickets than just slacked with them a while,
savonne bought extra ticket cause she thought i was tagging along !XD
so went home
than went out again since bby asked me go earlier,than msg me just meet her at 3 ?!
i went out already,so met vivian and sheila at j8 :P
waiting for carter to finish playing arcade i think ?XD
LOL,boys will be boys (:
than went met bby at bugis ?
iloma is it ?:P
with k and cell :D
HAHA!
trained to pasir ris and slacked at white sands :D
LOL,they're hyper gals i tell u,but fun to be with luh x)
after that send bby home,and went back in pain since didnt eat D:
haix,went home and mkn :D
LOL

guest : please luh eh,no life dude,seriously,if u're brave enough ,at least put ur name down there luh ?ham qi is it ? haiyo,no life
like what i said,we come in a package (: so yea :D

YESTERDAY (:

2009-07-05T21:17:00.004+08:00

Finally a group photo ,actually got alot uh,just that filzy dont wanna send to me D:
no luh,sooooon :D yay ^^ and i covered my nose cause filzy was smelly !XD no luh,its just for the fun :D

DRINKING MILO WITH BDAY GIRL'S BALLOON (: cool right ?:P my idea hor !XD nah,it was girl2 idea :x

See the wonderful bright blue things around me :D
AQUA SOTONG (:
gonna add more on this later,have to help with imran :D

see ya soon :D

kay,i' m backkk (:

actually this post is just to post pictures luh :P muahahahaha!XD
and today was actually boring luh,went madrasah,than home alone with mum,
than ate breakfast,thought of sleeping at home,but cant :/
than went lan with imran :D
came back was tired man,now also still tired D:
haix,i should go rest,
byeeeeeee !:D

u seem to care more bout ur siblings than me ?
u seem to love her more than me ?
u seem to ignore me more than ignoring her ?
u've totally changed
i have no clue who the hell u are right now ?
i dont wanna know also ?
please,it just breaks my heart luh,
just get out of my life and dont make a fuss (:

Most enjoyable day :D

2009-07-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

Heyyyy (:
i think today was like seriously the most fun i had for a long3 time (:
thanks to ppl for spending with me today :D
u have made it enjoyable :D
than went esplanade :P
talked bout few stuffs (:
hope that really make us stronger :D
LOLOL,
than send her go mrt (:
i'll still love u bie (: even though whatever that stupid dude say,believe me please ?
than this was also fun luh !
i cant deny it man :D
so many things happen
went to meet at mac,but sudd saw each other while walking there,so asked filzy go first while we wanted to surprise her (:
wanted to buy a small cake,but didnt get to finddd D:
LOL,than instead bought a HAPPY BDAY BALLOON (:
and she really3 liked it,i think u made her happy dewi :D
and bought famous amos for our stomachs :D
went surpriesd her and just slacked and took some pics,many memorable moments with them luh :D
pic of someone's butt,balloon keep going to me,kauuuuuuuuuuuu,eyes going big ,posing ,BOUNCE BACK AND COFFEE WITH JELLY !XD
it was a hell of a fun time with them (:
wish could go with them again x)

Note to filzah : Hey filzy (: HAPPY 15 th year old :D ,my old friend,u know ,we didnt get along well at first u know ?but things got better (: and u were like my sister ;)
even my mum called u fake daughter !XD u two look alike luh o.0
in other cases,thanks for always being there and listening to my probs :D
even though u dont bother,u really like helped and handle the situation,
so i owe u a thank you :D
and a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
harap2 panjang umur , and hope u lead a good life :D
i'll be there watching :D
LOLOL

THANK U GIRL2 AND FILZY AND BABY :D
HAD SOO MUCH FUN WITH U PPL :)

this note will be to someone:if u know who u are,please luh,this is my life man,this is none of ur business okay,so if u wanna judge ppl's life , please take a step back and judge ur own ,unless if urs too perfect,u can go and disrupt my life can ? but take a good look in the mirror now ,and if u still have words,FCUK OFF DUDE,TYVM (:

another tiring freaking day D:

2009-07-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

Today i was so sleepy to the max sia -.-
grrr,who ask me to watch wrestling last night ?>.<
but it was cool man (:
slams here and slams there :D
kick here and there :D
punch here and there :D
than sudd slept there :P
HAHAA!
went school,thought it ended at 2.10
but skali ended at 1.10
thought of meeting baby,but than her mum at bedok
so went played soccer with the 2/8 boys :D
they indeed are getting better (:
first played with mattin and ian they all,and it was nice playing with them (:
cause dont need run that much X)
next was with amirul and haickel and faris :D
we had soooo many chances luh,but didnt take them seriously :D
soo after that just went home luh (:
heh,now staying here,i took half an hour just to finish 3 puddings!XD
well,until here then (:
LOLOL,i wanna have a chalet !X)
maybe after hari raya with my cousins (:
heh :D
cooooooollll ;)

Wednesday (:

2009-07-01T16:46:00.002+08:00

Heyyy ppl of this world (:
HAHA!
hmmmmm,today was so damn boring,woke up at 7,i think i had a nice dream ....lalalala,
bbut spoiled the vibration of my phone luh D:
than slept for a 15 mins i think ?
went toilet but grandma was in,
so slept at sofa and didnt realize she alreaedy went out :P
after that,thought go sch with imran,but they all pangsey me,knn,
nvr say earlier got ncc,leave me waiting like one idiot at home -.-
reached school,than had yp,maths,chem,english
sch ended , than zeeq went find gf -.-
left me,imran and ernest (:
went play soccer at field :P
this socer game is a bit violent yea :D
all i can remember is,imran kept dropping from dribbling the ball,
i got hit by the ball at my face with my own legs :P
i ran into the bushes ,assyiq got his head hit (:
pity him man,syam just rammed it into his face D:
he went all dizzy :x
and ernest kept taunting ppl,which ,really works :P
HAHAHAHAHA!
than major chiong came,nag here and there,
LOLOL,than went meet zeeq they all,
didnt wana folo them to hub so went home :D
now at home while nephew behind snoring :P

Busy in life :/

2009-06-30T19:07:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy (:
been a long time since i post i think ?:P
tight schedule uh :D
LOLOL,and hmwk's been crawling to me :P
this one all since holiday :D
so now panicking uh :P
HAHAHAHA!
hmmmmm,ytd went to mac with MKS and niesa,
cause sum1 didnt think we can meet (:
LOLOL,so sudd met erah and nani,so did hmwk with them :P
HAHA!
at least better than slacking u know x)
after all that went back home,than went out again with imran,go j8 :D
and now today,MUST finish my english hmwk or else must stayback D:
haix, boring luh,i dont know how to do actually :/
well,gonna be busy this few days (:
thursday-training
friday-jamming
sat -probably heading to cuz house
sun - slack or maybe just go out
monday- sure go out with friends (:
tuesday-splat :P
wednesday -still thinking :P
HAHAHAHAHA!
i'm bored actually :P
so sorry ppl (:
till than,
byeeeeeee :D

U're back (:

2009-06-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
so its saturday already ? haven blog for 3 days already :/
whoa,must be lazy i guess (:
heh :D
so thursday ?
hmmmmm,went to watch movie with MKS,niesa,erah,iza :D
TRANSFORMERS 2 was quite fun luh (:
hmmmmmm,and optimus rocks man :D
killed a lot of decepticons ;)
but died :/
LOLOL,in the end came back alive :D
zeeq cut hair quite funny seeing how it first look like (:
but it soons look normal after a while :D
i wanna buy shades and jeans :D
maldini cracked my shades while jumping on the bed -.-
grrrrr,been saving (:
100 bucks i all i have now :D
yay ^^
i'm so proud of my mum u know (:
she stood tall in front of my dad (:
whyy am i telling this ?
but hey,she got over it i guess ?:D
and she bought me 3 shirts with pants ytd :P
heh :D it all cost 100 plus !XD
thanks mum for the treat (: plus sorry i was 45 mins late for meeting u (:
had an appointment :D
plus before that,met ppl at bishan :D
walked around BP :D
and than sent them back home to tampines (:
heh :D
well,maybe later heading to east coast with cousins (:
yay :D i cant wait :D wanna folo baby ?:P

i love u
forever i will (:
remember that :D

Wednesday :D

2009-06-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

Heyyyy (:
today ?
hmmmmm,need to go pasir ris care office to have SPLAT :/
LOLOL,hmmmm,met imran first under his block ,and then went to yishun,met ERNEST TAN KAY LENG :D
crack jokes at mac,mostly,we were crazy luh (:
still can ask cleaner on advice bout hasbrowns :D
LOLOL,than met susan ,and needed to wait for zeeq,
as usual,the nearest will always be late (: HAHA!
hmmmmm,and then bused there,and had some practises,and after it ended,went E-hub,ate at BK :D
we all were confuse with the next plans,
Ben and co ask us to folo them play badminton,while me and zeeq wanna go sumwhere else (:
heh :P
but in the end ,foloed ben :D
i didnt know he was a good guy :D he may look all gangster -rish
but he's a good guy inside :D
and BRYAN summore !XD
hit imran in the butt with the shuttlecock !XD
well,it was a fun day luh :D
heh,than bused home :D
LOLOL,i wanna sleep :x

i cant move on,
instead,i keep running back
and i know that i cant force
i dont wanna be selfish
that's whyy
the decision is in ur hands
if u ask bout my opinion,
of course i want u back (:

L-O-V-E

2009-06-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

To naimi : if u'rea reading this
i'm really (x100) sorry for what i've done ,
i really regret it now,
ur cuz said that u'll be the one regretting,but its the other way around,its me who regrets it D:
u know ,since the day we broke up,every time u called me,i treasure them,i dont wanna put down the phone first,i wanna hear ur sweet and nice voice each time (:
each time i hear it,it just breaks my heart,to know that i'm no longer with her anymore,
i didnt delete the msg's that u asked me too,i keep it,and those were my memories,
where i will cry alone at night while reading :/

i dont wanna lose u
yes i wanna hold u
i dont wanna make u sad
and make u cry D:

each time i look deep in the sky,i see ur face
each time i go to sleep,all i ever dream about is u
each time before i go to sleep,i'll just think bout u

u know,u're stuck in my head like super glue,i cant let u go ?
please ? i'll promise i'll change,i know that promise a big word,but i'll do anything,just to be back with u(:
i have the song in my playlist
i like the sentence > 'i'm looking at this wall,repeating 'girl i love u ' (:
and really i did do that,i keep staring blankly and repeating i love u all the time D:
and sorry,the love we shared will always be planted in my heart,
now its all up to u
whether to continue our love,or just throw it away and start a new life far far away frm each other ?
but please,just know that i love u very3 much (:
and i've never been this serious with a girl,u've been talking bout our house,our life and our kids,
every morning,those morning smses (:
they start off my day so brightly ,so yea,i dont want u to leave me
but if u do plan on leaving me,i cant stop u,but i'll definitely miss u :(
till then ,
give me ur answer when u get ur pp8 back

I keep running back D:

2009-06-23T10:14:00.002+08:00

Haix,now its so hard to forget,but i know i got to :/
all i can blame is myself,and now,i cant change time,
but i cant move on, cause it means forgetting ,everything we had :(
but instead i keep running back ?
sumbody help me ? please ?
every song i hear will always suit
INSOMNIA,A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU,U WERE MY EVERYTHING,I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY,RUNNING BACK :(
i cant help myself,i know myself emo is for shit ppl
but this time i cant help myself,i realy need to :(
and yea,thanks ppl who tried cheering me up (:
u guys were great :D
wht to do now ?
i'm aimless,
i think i should lead a low profile for now
till then :/
byeeee2

8/2/09

2009-06-22T19:59:00.003+08:00

U know,i was finally serious about a relationship
but hey,i did it again,its all my fault,i did the wrong thing,my anger overtook me
and now its gone like a wind :/
when i first saw u,i didnt know what to do ?
u know that we first met at a chalet ?
iffah's bday first to be exact,i wanted to get to know u well,but hey,i'm a shy boy
so i tried a diff way,thru the com (:
and it never fails :D i got ur number and all
i started smsing u and all, and on 8/2/09 i got u (:
i was happy :D and i felt loved by u all the way
i knew that our love had rocks coming in the way
and in fact ,the first challenge was my ex,
she confronted that i was a fcuker cause i lied to her saying i will wait for her,but i was already with u (:
slowly ,each day,my love grew for u more and more till i cant feel anything except this love
u know ,each time u send me a nice sms,i really do treasure it (:
i still keep it in my phone,i read it all night if i cant sleep :/
u know ,i wish u were bside me,so i can at least have someone to talk to :/
each time i wanna confront to u my probs,u'll be asleep ,i know u're tired and all (:
so i'll talk to myself,crazy but yea ?
that is whyyy u dont know anything ? cause i share with myself,i'm sory if i didnt tell u
hah,i still remember the staircase thingy ,u know,it was our 2nd month (:
before that,i was still finding a present,i asked a girl wht they all like ,just to get a perfect gift for the one i love,and we had our first kiss there,
u ran away,haha,and now i'm still thinking :/
and the one to sengkang,haha,belle took a video or sumting ?
haha,before leaving,2nd kiss and than u gave me a letter,
i treasure it,its still in my bag (:
so many memories,and now maybe its gonna be goodbye
i have so much to sayyy,idk whether i can spill it all here or not :/
i realy dont wanna leave u,memories D:
at holland v,u go put my hand betweeen ur legs :/
LOLOL,even though it was disgusting,it was funny :P
that was when i first met ur dad,and he was scary
hah,memories ,still too much in ur brain,and the first time i went ur house,
the first time i met ur mum,she seems kind luh (:
yea,all those,than 3rd month
at the movie,i'm sorry for that,i know i was all rude, :/

and after that
we got 'married' on 10/5/09
and i didnt remember how ? but it was funny ,haha,
and than watched night at the museum2,u kissed my cheek for the first time,
i didnt know how to describe it,but yea,it was nice (:
i cant forget these memories :/
idk wht to say anymore ?
i really really really love u (:
i can swear on that,but now,it seems so hard to let it all fade away
all i can say is whatever decisions u make,i love u (:
its true i tell u,
so yea,
i'm gonna miss these memories :(
and im sorry for all those cold attitude i gave u,
i know,u can put all the blame on me,u cn whack me,stab me with a knife,knock me down with alorry
but i beg u,dont ever leave me :(

tell me whyyy ?
its so hard to forget ?
dont remind meeee
im not over it
tell me whyyy
i cant seem to face the truth
cause i really dont know wht to do ?
i'm just too much not over u :(

100 post :D

2009-06-21T16:33:00.002+08:00

yay ^^ finally my 100th post :P
hmmmm,and finally camp is over :D
but hey,i do miss my peeps down there D:
they even left me a number in the paper :P
hahahaha!
these guys rock luh (: CHINA APPLES ?:D
hahahaha!
hmmmm,at least now get to msg baby :P
hahahaha!i know i didnt reply some of u're msg's ,sorry :(
but i couldnt find time
some activities end at hmmmm 1 ?
i bet u're asleep by then D:
but ,namind,i understand u're tired :D
so yea,camp was FUN !:D
i'm addicted to this song :P
LOLOL,itu pun nak bilang -.-
i think bout u everyday :D

Oh girl these nights are dull
i wish i could spend them with you
i'm looking at this wall
repeating 'girl,i love u' (:
just take u're pick
they're all the same
these things that u are telling me
cant really show me how u feel
i'm breaking down
i'm falling down
but now i'm breathing
and now i'm scared to move
dont listen to a word i tell u
just take me by my hand
and i'll swear i'll make this up to u (:
[CHORUS]
so now u want me to fix everything
but baby,there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things i've broken,ripped apart and thrown away
you can say that u dont miss me
i think about u everyday (:

oh come on girl
there's so much to say
so instead of kiddding everybody
how bout u try ur tricks on me ,on me
[CHORUS]

oh,oh....
do u know ?
how this feels to see ur face when i close my eyes
bet u know
how it feels to be the only thing that matters now

[CHORUS] x2 :D
and doneeeee (:
i wish i memories those lyrics now :D
heh (:

blame it on the goose,gotcha feeling loose :P

2009-06-15T21:10:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy2 (:
today early morning woke up :/
mum made too much noise while getting ready for work and frm there i cant sleep D:
LOLOL
than watched tv while waiting to mmet MONYET (:
get ready and off i go ! XD
met him and then went met ZEEQ and finally went sch (:
heh :D
there was this briefing bout camp uh,so damn bloody boring uh D:
grrrrrr,but MR SHAFIK was funny
this one particular joke
Mr Ben just came back from diving and his body was red with sunburn
so there was this discussion bout wht problems youth faced ?
so Mr Ben told that he had pressure at sch to get good results frm parents
so MR SHAFIK said that by how many marks he fail,he will the same number of slaps frm his parents,that's whyyy his body red !XD
hahahaha!
that guy damn busted sia,but funny too (:
heh :D
hmmmmmm,well,tmrw there'll be a camp :D

so wont blog for days (:
and baby,if u're reading this,u're not useless luh :D
everybody has their own good things (:
maybe u just havent discovered it ? i'll miss u these few days ;)
takecare baby (:

I'll officially declare this blog
ON HIATUS